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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

fatigue

All it takes is one class to make or break you. I had a terrible day at work today. Everything that could possibly go wrong went wrong. I think i lost control over one class and it went really bad. I was thinking in my mind 'God, pleasse help!' Perhaps it was the last lesson of the day and the students were just completely restless.

Well, it just took one bad class to make me feel like a complete failure. I must admit i broke down and i was still crying on the way home. The pressure of being a teacher is really tough especially when i have to deal with NA kids who are not interested in going to school in the first case.

In any case, i lost my voice and my voice hurts really badly now. I am probably going to stay at home tomorrow. I just want to chill and destress. I need to sort out everything that is going on now, so that i am prepared of how i am going to address the issue when i see them on Monday.

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I am deeply trying to complete my BDAY Lo. (:

3 comments:

skyline said...

Cheer up dude!! Remember u once said that teaching can't be that bad? :)

It will get better! Just smack the kids upside down!

Yin said...

There would be days like these gal, and you'll do fine i'm sure at the end of it when you persist on the values of what you think is right. Jia You!!!, don't let bad days get to you.

Hope you'll feeling loads better now with that sore throat, and you're day is going to get better! Trust me cause i have days like that too when all seems bleak & hopeless.

SHAGGYFISH said...

in teaching we always face up and down! just focus on the positive n yah.. only u can sort out and go thru it! remember the kids are not bad... in nature, they may be restless, playful, too active, testing yr patience but remember dont give up hope on them!! dont shortchange them, believe in yrself and believe in them...
i hope u continue to challenge yr self and go back to the basic, why u want to teach?
yah, pray for them too...
u r going to make a difference in their life ya...

in anycase one more day to weekend! chill and dont think so much on weekend! yesh scrap is GOOD!!!
ilove teaching and scrapping :))) and you tooooo right??

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